12.17.00

I don't really date.

I can count the number of serious boyfriends I've had in my life on one hand.

It's not that I don't know how to date, I'm just not terribly gifted at the act itself.

I can do the charming, sweet thing.

I can do the interesting, conversational thing.

I can do the hot wildcat in the sack thing.

It's just the interstitial, cohesive, what makes the relationship tick thing that I suck at doing.

There is someone that I have had an interesting relationship of a sort with over the last few years. In between our separate relationships, we get together and do all of the things that I'm good at doing, without any of the things I am less than stellar at doing.

No ties, no dependency, no strings.

But as all things must end, sooner or later, our relationship seems to lose steam, and we go our separate ways.

I think we're at that point in our relationship again, but you'd have to ask him for sure...

I haven't heard from him for a week.

Yesterday & Tomorrow.