05-07-01
Because of the passage of time and the magic of the internet, I now have the luxury of going back and seeing what was on my mind an entire year ago. Exactly one year ago today, I was being mopey and pedantic, which is no real surpise. However, as I go back and read through the musings of last year, I am struck by the fact that the content of this site from a year ago seems more real, more emotional, and frankly more interesting.
Honestly, I had forgotten saying most of the things that I was reading.
I had a message to share. Somehow, my life seemed more interesting, despite the desperation. Enthusiasm and hopefulness filled my soul from ass to elbows and everywhere in between, and I wasn't so damned tired all of the time.
Now, most days I actually think, "Gosh, I need to put up something before I go to bed. Nah, I'll just do it tomorrow. I mean, as long as it's written that day, it still has relevance. Right?"
And that's wrong, but I don't know what to do about it.
Anyone out there have any suggestions?
