05-17-00
Sometimes I do wonder if we are all part of some greater scheme, some great design. And if we are, I believe I know what my part is to be. My role in this greater purpose is to be driven criminally insane by the world at large. I used to patently believe that it was just some global conspiracy to drive me insane, but now I have come to realize that it has to go far, far beyond conspiracy. This much planning and minute consideration of every tiny thing that will make me crack must have cosmic and divine intervention. No way could this be random chance or freakish coincidence... The stars have aligned, the cosmos are all in order, and some diety is having a field day, because I'm about three millimeters from snapping completely, and if I'm checking out, I'm taking as many of you as I can with me. Just you see.
